Hello everyone. I would like to make an announcement to make. In a discord server, I did something that I have should’ve listen to someones advice and instead I freaked out which obviously sounds attention seeking and a bad choice. I created a character name Oliver and I wish I have it but I deleted it because I want to show proof of it. I put Oliver in the description saying “He is depressed and cut himself, but lighthearted” meaning “cutting himself lighthearted”. In the server, there were people telling me that it was too sensitive and depression is a serious topic and I agree it is. Someone told me that I should next time put a trigger warning which I agree. By looking at it, it seems that people would take it serious and thought I was in depression If I haven't put a trigger warning. If i did put a trigger warning it wouldn’t have happened, however I did the wrong thing. I’ve freaked out and left the server like a wimp, and starting freaking out on twitter, and honestly what I did is a bad idea because that makes me an attention seeker, and to make it true, i am an attention seeker. I’ve should’ve just listen to someones advice and put a trigger warning.

For everyone who is getting a lot of backlash. FREAKING OUT IS NOT GOING TO WORK! IT WILL MAKE IT WORSE! like freaking out in pools if you don’t know how to swim, freaking out if someone is going to kill you. People, FREAKING OUT IS THE WRONG THING! If you’re getting this backlash, keep calm and make a simple apology. NOT FREAKING OUT!

Another thing I did is also talking about my ocs. Now it may be normal in the beginning of an artist but keep doing it is going to get repetitive and knowing it. People hate repetitive things. But then I decided to talk to people about different topics instead of my ocs like video games and it was more entertaining talking about games and other stuff instead of my ocs. However, I lost some friends only talking about ocs and I know that it is repetitive to do this. Its fine to show it if your a new artist or something but keep doing it for like a year will make people stay away from you. 

Now, I would love to apologize to the people in the discord server which I don’t want to show to keep it private. What I did was unacceptable and I will never do again. I have the heart to become a better person, talking about other things instead of ocs. I have the heart to fix every problem I did and forgive the wrong things I do.

and I would also want to apologize to an old friend on newgrounds, twitter, discord, and deviantart art that I’ve talked a lot (Zeon). I’ve should’ve talked about different topics instead of my ocs, and freaking out is an unacceptable thing to do. For now on, I will only talk about topics you want and topics like video games and movies. Not ocs because thats gets repetitive. I have heart that I could fix these things again instead of thinking that everyone hates me and fear of society? No, I can fix these things with respect and calmness.

Infamous apologies like not saying real truth, fake emotions, and the saying a thing instead of the other thing is why people don’t forgive you. I have hope of fixing this apology and never try to lie and try and do a fake cry. I hate heart in fixing these problems once in for all. I would never do something evil like murder or grooming, I will never freak out if I did something bad. Like I said, freaking out makes things worst instead of bad. If you did something wrong, make a better apology and don’t make it infamous and terrible.

This concludes my apology. If there is something that you did is bad and you want

to apologize. Make sure you apologize on all the things you did wrong instead of lying

and fake crying. I still believe I can fix this and never act like this ever again. I am telling people different topics instead of ocs. and I never will freak out if I get backlash.